Really fucking hate doing this. Kind of update from last post, i had to flee my dad’s house because he physically assaulted me during an argument and left me covered in bruises, including a massive fucking handprint on my face, and he tried to physically prevent me from leaving the house after (he screamed at me as i ran away and left a number of abusive text messages afterwards). I left New Mexico Im getting help starting over from friends elsewhere, and my father promised he would help financially and acted as if he was remorseful. He is not, and he has attempted to downplay the severity of what he did to me. I can no longer rely on him for financial support and i do not feel safe accepting his help anymore. My father admitted he has difficulty controlling his anger because i remind him of my mother. He is not healthy to be in contact with, even with distance.

I’m currently taking commissions on ko-fi because im struggling to afford basic shit. I’m trying to get into long term hospitalization (i recently got out of a different hospital, they kind of made things worse instead of better though.) i wont have to worry As much soon but insurance is taking a very long time to process.

I also have a tip jar. I hesitate to advertise my ko-fi too much bc it just Feels bad asking for money online, but with things are the way they are, if you like what i make and want to support me i would appreciate any sort of help a lot. Sorry for asking for help like this but things are kind of fucked rn.