idk sometimes i prefer yapping here instead of insta or bsky.
tldr: i lost my mother and one of my cats within a period of 6 months. my mother had severe agoraphobia, would not go to the doctor for years (she made us lock down with her during that entire period) and we found out she had pancreatic cancer when it was already too late. she slipped away incredibly fast but thankfully she wasnt in any pain. its very difficult Because we didnt have the best relationship, she treated me kind especially horribly towards the end. as a result ive been incredibly burnt out. I have a few commissions i need to take care of, but i will be focusing on easing back into personal work. the last 5 years have been incredibly difficult and i never imagined it would end this way. i still feel weird typing this all out.
